disposablegrl

11:56 am: LALALA Popta popta pop that thang!
Sorry that song is so stuck in my head. WEll im really happy for Amber... but i've got alot my mind from yesterday. I'm happy now me and Jon are great, i guess. but anyways i donno how to talk about it but its weird, his words keep echoing in my head and i dont know what to do about them. Nevermind.
I cant beleive Amber and Matt are together again, this is a happy and confused happy day for me i guess. But yesterday was totally awsome for more than one of us!!!! *wink* and thats good.
I know this entry is hard to understand, sorry i love you guys, talk to you later!

01:08 pm: What ever, i tried to paste something on here and it wont work so screw it. I know its been a long time for me and now i guess im kinda back, so yeah, life sucks, same old me you know.
I guess i shouldnt hold my breathe for him to come back cuz it really doesnt look good this time.
Today kinda sucks, alot. but i love you guys and i miss you!

...Our love is strong
why are we like strangers...?
Everytime i try to fly, i fall
Without my wings i feel so small
I guess i need you baby
And when i see you in my dreams,
I see your face, its haunting me
I guess i need baby...

12:19 pm: ok so yeah, prom was really fun and dont listen to
amber cuz her hair looked really good. i was jealous, it looked badass, just like kyrstyn naked. ...
right, anyways dont worry about matt either cuz his date looked like shit. so glad we had so much fun, i cant beleive amber gotta kiss ahaha, how swee.
well, we danced and it was really fun, i got jon to finally admit he can dance. it took a big man to admit but he did.. ;O)
pictures should be in by the end of next week max, and im really excited to see them. it was really a good memory, im glad i went
ok well, luv yaz g2g late

11:53 am: whats going on everybody? not really anything with me... Im getting really stressed over all this prom stuff. Its almost here, oh man... Its going to be ok, im still feeling weird about my dress tho it looks bad on me. Im gonna look like a board in red dress; maybe if I had bigger boobs... hmmm. I'll say instead of going for the marilyn monroe look like i originally planned i changed my mind and am going for the gween stafani effect. Right...

11:54 am: Here i am again, im excited for tomorow amber i hope we get everything done that we need to. and kyrstyn is the best and has huge hoots.. shes going to thursday and poison the well tonight in tucson im jealous. WELL anyways,i feel pretty good today i hope you are all doin good, i still havent gotten to fix my hair but everyone says it looks good like it is, i think i'll wait to get Ambers opinion.! so yeah, 35 bucks for linkin park/korn/the used tickets! I'll still try to take my sister, i have till Sept 1st. but thats still expensive. oh well So yeah im gonna go and do journalism stuff. Luv yaz, late.

12:12 pm: OMG you guys i havent been on here for ever! sorry, its been hard to find a puter in journalism. I dyed my hair last night and it came out alittle too yellowish and not enought platinum, so im gonna buy a toner to lighten it up today. I cannot wait till prom! i still have to gather up my dress and buy shoes and a shawl but I'm going shopping this Saturday again with AmberLynn and its gonna be fun, i have to get everything because its practicly the last shopping day i have left, prom is so close! I'm thinking of not wearing a necklace and if i dont then you can wear mine Amber cuz i know you liked it. Monty made me laugh really hard today *cough* and i think its really funny how that preppy girl got so freaked out and at him and she called it a 'racist act of violence' but funny that both guys were WHITE! Oh funny... So anyway my life is pretty much the same, except my mom is getting a new job so my dad is forced to buy me a car so i can pick my brother and sister up from school cuz she'll be working till 5pm. Wahoo!
I'm going to try and go to Linkin Park and Korn with my sister, I have to get the info on that right now so. I'll see yaz later, love you all. Monty says what up ?

01:27 pm: wow its been along time!
Amber didnt call me yesterday i hope everything is ok with her mom! My dad is getting here tonight and i cant wait to go get shoes tomorow. g2g bell just rang AH!

12:28 pm: You're really lovely Underneath it all...
Sorry every one Kyrstyn kiddnapped my computer.
Anyways, as i was saying... uh hungry, and bored. So I cant wait till friday I'm going to get a dress and I'm so excited for prom. And also gradutation is on the 26th, so yeah im going to ambers and erica's it will be so cool! And Montys too, he'll be there. and every other senior i know. We're listening to Green Day, old school GD, so yeah journalism is boring. So YES, Erica should hang out with me this weekend we have a total girls night out and we'd have a blast, that'd be cool. Ok well gotta go, Sorry about your CD player Monty :*(

12:12 pm: So Everybody, yeah im hungry, going to get food brb...

nevermind, i got cuaght and had to come back.

now we are asking again and kyrstyn is the hottest chik ever and im madly in love with her in a non-lesbianic way

he said no

k so back to hottie kyrstyn she is soooo fine and i love her and awww baby shes sooo fine ooooooooooh baby well sehs soo kool love ya!

12:03 pm: THAnk YOU MOnty
for helping me with my livejournal